I used to feel sad, frustrated and I didn’t know what to do, where to go, who to talk to. Gradually, I stopped feeling anything. Now, I’m just numb. What is Life when you cannot feel emotions? Is it an empty void? Or is it the dream of drunken wanderer, who has long forgotten 他的 home?
As I stood up, something changed…I don’t know if I did something, but if I did, I would never forgive myself. It became menacing…horrifying, loud, so terrible that I couldn’t breathe. I could see the prison authorities trying to stop my dad…but failing. I could feel him coming for me. To finish what he started. I have to do something; I will write to the authorities to increase 他的 security so cannot escape.
几个小时前，我正处于太平间，因为他们要我收集一些妈妈的物品。在书包里，我找到了我父亲’的戒指仍然冒充我妈妈的一部分’s necklace. I don’不再有任何感觉，但我只是想像我的…dad did to her.